“Mad World”裏有這樣的一句歌詞:「The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had」,甚麽事會令他有如此負面的想法?不過這看似很灰的一句歌詞其實有着一個較正面的意思。來自精神治療師Arthur Janov的著作”The Primal Scream”中有這樣的一個理論 : 造一個噩夢最能有效地釋放你緊張的心情。
Primal Scream Therapy (原始吶喊療法)是以重溫創傷以釋放受壓抑情感的心理治療法。Arthur Janov認為壓抑的痛苦源於童年時期所受的精神創傷,透過治療的過程中重新體驗當初發生的事情,了解事件的源頭,然後有秩序地將當事人壓抑在內心深處所受的痛苦誘發出來。John Lennon 在1970年曾經接受過這種治療四個月,同年他推出的首張個人專輯”John Lennon/Plastic Ono Band”裏面大部分的歌曲都是深受這次治療經驗的影響而創作。
“Mad World”的原唱者是英國二人組合Tears for Fears,收錄在他們於1983年推出的首張專輯”The Hurting”內。兩位成員Roland Orzabal和Curt Smith識於微時,都曾經歷不愉快的童年。Roland Orzabal童年時患有憂鬱症,生活在一個充滿家暴的家庭中。他在11歲時與母親及兄弟離開他的父親搬到別處生活。他18歲時輟學,整天把自己關在房中,足不出戶。Curt Smith也是在一個單親家庭中成長,自小缺乏父愛,因而養成一種反叛性格,喜歡四處惹事生非攪破壞。之後當二人接觸到”The Primal Scream”這本書時便被深深吸引著,迅即成為它的「信徒」。他們都很認同裏面的理論,覺得對他們有很大的幫助。”Tears for Fears”這個樂隊名字其實也是來自Primal Scream裏所提及到的「以眼淚來代替恐懼」。
“The Hurting”是一張很個人的專輯,也可以説是一張概念專輯,裏面的作品都是關於同一個主題:創傷的童年。二人把自己的兒時經歷和感受都放進這張專輯內,其中”Mad World”是最為人熟悉的一首歌。
當時年紀輕輕祇不過是20出頭的Roland Orzabal和Curt Smith便創作了如此沉重主題的歌曲,難怪Spandau Ballet的Gary Kemp也這樣形容他們:”They’re too young to be writing about what they are writing.”。
[Verse 1]
All around me are familiar faces
Worn-out places, worn-out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
[Chorus]
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, 'cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world
Mad world
Mad world
Mad world
[Verse 2]
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello, teacher, tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
[Chorus]
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, 'cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles, it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Mad world
Mad world
[Interlude]
[Chorus]
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world
Mad world
Halargian world
Mad world